Anything and Everything

Merry Christmas to every beautiful soul around the world, you deserve all the love. Hope you’re having a detty December because mine is absolutely clean! I absolutely have no idea why I haven’t written in the past few months, you see this spirit of consistency, we’re going to pray it into my life together. But how have you all been, some people always asked me about when I was going to drop my next post and it felt really good to know there were people actually eager to read whatever I had to write.
The past few weeks have been a lot quite frankly.I’ve learnt so much and discovered a lot of things I wanted to unlearn. One of the most important things I had to learn in a very hard way was letting go. It was hard, like really hard (I’m grinning so hard right now for emphasis). It was like having a friend that you’ve planned your future around, I mean like the picture you have about your future in your head seems incomplete without that person in it. It was something that happened anyways and the biggest thing I realized that it’s not always about you and so you can’t keep punishing yourself for no wrong to be honest.

My friends complained I was a bit distant this past few weeks. Public apology to them to pardon my misbehavior lol. I was actually fine but coupled with my books, extracurricular, my sleep, my thoughts and the little time I have, I was trying really hard to keep up. I recently was in a conversation with one of my friends and I heard him speak about how his mum always tells him that his wife is his partner, and that made me smile a whole lot. It’s so nice to see that one step at a time we’re breaking stereotypes that the society has laid out for us.
And yes, genuinely give out love to people. It’s so big but yet so little because it is the little things that matter. Someone asked me recently why practically everyone on my contact list has some form of a heart emoji and I just replied that everyone deserves a measure of love. I didn’t really think about that statement till a while after and actually everyone does deserve a measure of love. It’s really that simple
So please show your girl love because I am still trying to detty my December abeg. Wishing you all the best this festive period and I believe God is going to give the most awesome gifts. Love you all, till next week.

With Love,
Toyosi the Queen (feeling myself lol)
TTA